It has been a long time since I have written anything. I have discovered that trying to write every night is just not going to work. I have finally moved the last of our belongings out of our house. The last car load left today. I am very happy to have all the behind me now.
I have found myself overwhelmed with grad work, school work, and home work. Trying to balance all of those is very tricky. There doesn't seem to be enough time for them all. So one or two of them seem to suffer. I feel like I should have some "me" time, but then I start to feel guilty that I am neglecting something else. So I sat myself down today and worked on my online computer class, in hopes of getting something crossed off my list. I feel good about the amount of work I completed. However, I am still feeling behind. I keep having these panic attacks and fears that I have forgotten something or that I will not get it all finished. So i am hoping that it's all under control.
Since the last time I wrote, Lilly has had a great report from the doctor...she does not have anything wrong with her growth hormone!! What a blessing from God!! The doctor thinks she might just be burning more calories than she takes in. She is such a good eater. She will eat anything Brittany fixes for her. She loves food. Brittany has been teaching her sign language and she is signing several words now. It is nice to know what she wants especially since she doesn't talk yet. She is such a sweet, happy baby. She is coming to see me this Friday. and I can't wait!
I also took Jim to the doctor. He has lost about 50 pounds. He looks very thin now. He looks like he is sick now. Before I had people tell me, "Well, he doesn't look sick." Just because someone doesn't look sick doesn't mean they are not sick. I have come to learn that a lot of people have no filter when it comes to dishing out their opinions. I have heard all sorts of rude stuff come out of peoples mouths regarding Jim, Lilly, and my friends baby because he happens to be small like Lilly. Why can't people just keep their nasty, hurtful comments to themselves instead of voicing them when no one wants to hear them. It seems like I have to watch what I say to them but they don't do the same thing. Ok enough of the bitching. I really am worried about Jim. I feel like he is just melting away. The doctor has changed up his medications so I am hope there will be a positive change soon.
I got to have lunch with one of my best friends today!! It was so nice to visit with her and catch up. It seems like yesterday when we first met at school. We talked about it today that when we met Jonathan was just two years old!! So small. Now he is all grown up. Time sure does have a way of slipping by. We talked about the fact that now, along with two other friends, we are the oldest members of our school, not oldest in age but length of time at our school. WOW! It just boggles my mind. I can remember things from long ago and it really feels like yesterday.
Well, I'm all talked out and best head off to sleep because the alarm will be going off before I want it to.
Good Night All.
KK
PS--Good Morning Jeannine, I hope you are enjoying your breakfast!!:)
No comments:
Post a Comment