Snow Day

I finally got my snow day! I had such high hopes of all the things I want to accomplish on my snow day. I had plans to work on my computer class, grad work, cleaning my room, baking, and catching up on sleep. Well I'm sorry to report I did nothing. First of all, I woke up at 4:00 am. I have no reason why this happened but I could not go back to sleep. So I watched news about the storm for three hours!! Finally fell asleep at about 7:00. I did make a nice homemade breakfast for Jonathan and me. We watched a movie together and I made us lunch. I stayed in my pj's all day! It was lovely, relaxing, and refreshing. My best girlfriend texted me and twisted my arm to go out with her tonight. And, I did. We had a great time playing poker, then she talked me into a Beer Pong tournament!! No Beer involved just pong. It was a blast. We need a lot of practice, but for first time players we held our own! I miss you K-squared. Come to find out even though I got nothing done today, I get another shot at it tomorrow!! Another snow day. How lucky am I?

All the family is coming home this weekend, so I will have a house full. I'm excited. I get to cook and see everyone. We are all going to VA Beach for the day to look at a wedding venue. We found a superb deal and need to check it out.

I looked back at my list of things I wanted to do and realized I haven't done any of them. I need to get working on them right away. I really want to go to New York City. I'm not going alone so Danielle, Hani..who's in? I am going to Atlantic City for two nights over Spring Break. We are staying in the Chairman Tower at the Taj...so nice. A room with a view. I will be playing poker and relaxing in the indoor pool. I might even visit the Coach outlet store, who knows.

Going to AC also brings with it a butt load of guilt. I find myself riddled with guilt. Guilt for not going home to see my parents and guilt for not visiting Jim my entire break. I will see him for four days of my break. I know I will no have my parents forever, but I won't be seeing them over break. I am stressing about going but feel I need to do something that I want to do. Then I feel guilty that I'm not wanting to go visit family. It's just a vicious circle. It has been months since I have done something just for myself, so I hope everyone understands. I have to pray for some peace about this and other things too. I find myself constantly worrying about Brittany and Lilly and I just can not find the peace. I have prayed about it but the peace is not coming. Something is keeping me worried. I'll just keep praying.

Look at that face! God love her!!

Bonne nuit,
KK